Kang Daniel Had To Step Away From The Stage To Remember Why He Loved It

By Alexis Hodoyan-Gastelum


Any time Kang Daniel walked into the hotel room, not a hair on his newly dyed ash-blue head was out of place, nor a visible crease marred his impeccable makeup, as he took a seat by a window overlooking the Hollywood Hills. And nevertheless, he attempted to hide his tired eyes beyond a kind smile. In true K-pop style, the singer was on a tight schedule. Fresh off the set of his “2U” music video at the historic 1930s Los Angeles Theatre, he'd just returned to his hotel, willing to talk openly about the last few months of his life. This was his first round of international press since stepping away from music concentrate on himself at the end of 2019, and he was visibly a little bit nervous. He dressed in a red and grey plaid flannel shirt and patched jeans; the casual look and timid demeanor seemingly more fitting for an average 23-year-old than for one of South Korea's foremost pop starlets. Nevertheless that's the allure of Kang Daniel: the boy next door who loves his cats and has a magnetic charisma.


Just several days back, news of a reality TV show, Hello Daniel, which he filmed segment of In the
U.S., Had been reported, yet the specifics surrounding his trip to Los Angeles were kept under wraps. “This reality show is the initial thing that I have done immediately after my break,” Kang told MTV News with the help of a translator. “On this show, I traveled around, and I think that you will have the ability to be able to see how happy I was and why I have been enjoying my day-to-day life.”


That feeling didn't habitually come easy to Kang. In December, amidst a busy promotional cycle for the sultry single “Touchin’,” the singer took an extended hiatus from the spotlight give attention to his physical and mental well-being. Kang’s management organization, Konnect Entertainment, reported through his fancafé that a susceptible immune system and growing anxiety were the reasons for the break: “We reached the conclusion that sufficient rest and stability is of the highest priority for the artist’s health and safety,” the online statement read.


“2U,” written and produced by the Korean-American artist Chancellor with Kang in mind, marked his rather anticipated return to the public eye. The single was laid-back, tinged with R&B flourishes and airy, tender vocals about being there for a person who is struggling. The title was a play on the English language meaning “going to you” and the Korean pronunciation, sounding similar to the word “reason (lee-you).” This lent the song another meaningful interpretation: “The reason I do this is you.”


The song not only matched Kang's new optimistic mindset however also the in general sunny vibe of his newest EP, Cyan. “I didn’t expect this song to be well-matched with LA,” he explained, referencing the effervescent tone of the release. “I really fancied the music video. I think the inspiration and the vibe of this place is well connected to the concept of the song and to me.”


Cyan also includes “Adulthood,” which marked Kang’s sole writing credit on the release, and also because the refreshingly synth-rich “Jealous” and the groovy, punchy “Interview.” The mini-album kicked off Kang’s three-part project “Color,” with each release recommended around a different hue that will metaphorically embody the changing moods the singer experiences. For Cyan, a reference to the light, greenish-blue tone, he wanted to project a "positive energy" through his music. “I put my dream, passion, and challenges into the clear and fresh color of cyan," he shared.


Similar to the song, the music video for “2U” featured a far more relaxed Kang. The efficiency caliber is still intact, akin to the dynamic good class of what he showed in previous visuals, although there's something noticeably looser and far less strained about this version of the singer; the tone was stupid and playful. And though he filmed the video in just one day, with very little time to rest given his packed schedule, Kang had a lot of fun. “I love movies,” he mentioned. “As soon as I first entered the theater, I was overwhelmed by the great view, so I was very excited because I felt like I was in a movie.”


It was an apt sentiment given that Kang’s meteoric rise in South Korea, from a underdog trainee from a lesser-known firm to the industry's top idol, sounds like it was ripped from the pages of a screenplay. The public first met Kang in 2017 any time as soon as he participated in the next season of the reality competition show Produce 101, in which 101 trainees compete for 11 positions in a short-term boy sort. Week right after week, he rose up the ranks, beginning from No. 23 and ultimately becoming the nation's No. 1 pick — a designation that earned him the center position of the wildly successful sort, Wanna One. Immediately after promoting as a unit for over each year and putting out four albums that skyrocketed to the best of the charts in South Korea, Wanna One parted ways. While the other members embarked on speedy solo efforts and joined emerging boy groups, Kang took his lucrative career into his own hands, successfully terminating his exclusive contract with his prior entertainment organization and founding his own management business, Konnect Entertainment. A month soon after announcing his new organization, Kang made his official solo debut in July 2019 with his EP Color On Me, a testament to his diligence and passion for performing.


His next release, “Touchin’,” showed off his sexy side, which he accompanied with the personalized and introspective B-side “Adulthood” in December. The track articulated the frustrations that come with growing up, something Kang has experienced before an international audience of millions. “When you’re at this age, you often reminisce about the things did as soon as you were younger, like not having responsibilities or being able to just be immature,” he explained of the song. Soon considering that, Kang wasn't only a young artist under constant public scrutiny burdened to live up to the moniker of “the nation’s center,” nevertheless also a CEO accountable for an entire team of people. “Sometimes, we all crave that deep down. And because of all these burdens and responsibilities that are on you, people just desire to run away.”


After only a week of promotions, which often consist of appearances on South Korea's several weekly music programs moreover to variety show visits and fan engagements, his firm reported that he could be taking a break because of the poor state of his mental health. Like several other artists in the Korean entertainment ecosystem, Kang has been the constant subject of malicious comments and online rumors, which eventually took a toll. Given the current conversation around pop idols and mental health — with several high-profile artists pausing their activities give attention to treatment — his fans, called Danity, supported Kang's choice to take his time. Throughout that period of rest, yet, the singer was surprised by how much he longed to perform again.


“While I was taking a break, I didn’t think I was gonna feel anything any time While I saw other idols perform on stage,” he explained. “But Whenever I actually did, I felt like I could also be doing that. I also know how to perform, and I know I’m good at it, so I wanted to return whenever possible.”


Whenever asked about how he feels right now, Kang paused. “First of all, I'd like to mention that I’m doing well,” he affirmed as he raised a hand to his chin. “When I’m at house, I’m just playing with my cats — each person understands about my cats. I had time to really organize my thoughts, and, to be truthful, I’ve never felt more alive.”


“I realized I love this job a lot more than I actually thought,” he continued. “When I was on a break, rather than thinking about whether I was going to continue with my career or not, I was taking my time to really think about what I wanted to do. And consciously, I felt like there were things I wanted to do on stage, and I had all these random ideas popping into my head about what I'd like to be doing on stage and with songwriting.”


As a result, he returned with an even stronger sense of self and direction, as both a human and as an artist who has something to give to the world. Kang mentioned he believes he’s the only person who truly is aware what he’s good at, so he personally chose the themes for this release, additionally to working on the choreography and being involved in the production of his music video. Being this hands-on made him a lot more appreciative of the whole creative process. And, most importantly, it made him excited for the future right now that he has a higher end grasp on it.


“I am happy to release a new album and perform again," he mentioned. "I feel like I’m back to the moment of debut. This album is very precious and critical, and on the other hand, it also feels like a challenge."


In several ways, even at the height of his popularity, Kang mentioned he still feels like "a gem that's waiting to be discovered" and he hopes to continue to refine his artistry. Coming out of this dark period, the “Color” series is a reset for the idol. It will follow Kang’s journey to find himself and show his true colors. He’s never been more hopeful, and the dialogue afterglow of his music reflects that.


As for where he sees himself 10 years from right now, the opportunities are endless, nevertheless one thing is for sure: “I aspire to look back and visualize myself as an artist who produced a lot of songs that I can look back on and be like, ‘Damn, that was pretty good,’” he mentioned with a hearty chuckle.